Ryan's Thoughts on Love

His lips made everything disappear. It's scary how one person can make you feel so disconnected from the world. You can really lose the sense of who you really are when you do the simplest things with them; even just gazing into their eyes makes you lose yourself. I suppose it's a good thing. Being so completely in love with someone and knowing they feel the same. At the same time, it sort of sets you up for inevitable heartbreak. I guess when you fall in love, not like you have a choice, but you automatically accept your vulnerability. You'd give up anything and everything to be with that person. They mean the world to you and you can't imagine your life without them. You submit your power to them with or without the knowledge that they can make or break you.

When you put your whole heart into something, it's always a risk. No matter what it is, whether it's love or a passion. Be it dropping out of college to pursue an unconventional career or traveling halfway across the globe for love. You never know if it's going to work, but maybe, just maybe, if you believe in it enough, it will.

What Brendon and I have… I've given my entire being into it. I am no longer the owner of my own heart anymore. It's at the mercy of Brendon, but I trust him completely. Those crazy teenagers in so-called love, they'll never make it.

Bitch, watch us.

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I'm actually not sure if any of this makes sense. It does to me, but who am I to talk? I've never been in love nor do I have anyone that I could potentially fall in love with. I suppose this is what I hope it's like if/when it happens.